Should more open and mature

After cough till so breathless i scare suddenly if i gone rite now.. I should be more open and mature bah.. Dun her too tight.. Coz everything is base on trust.. Dear C.Y.M sry for everytime make u frustrated o.. Becoz i love u tats y i care for u so much.. I will try let u free.. I scare the thing hpn again.. I duwan to lose u anymore.. I love you =]

Tear dropping..

Sigh.. Im so dissapointed.. Im so sad rite now.. Tis blog i tink i will jus write bad thing tat me and her.. She told me she goin to genting wif her colleague..? WTF.. I ask her to go vacation wif me alot time.. But she rejected me.. Any1 know wats my feeling rite now..? OK.. IM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF IM SO FUCKING ANGRY AND IM SO FUCKING JEALOUS.. TATS ALL.. U trust other but not me..? Do u know my tear are dropping..? I SACRIFICE SO MUCH FOR U.. BUT U DUN RELI TRUST ME AT ALL.. IM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF NOW.. I worrying becoz ur colleagues all dun reli have responsible.. Example as i predict bout ur ex.. U dun believ me.. But end up can u tell me wat hpn..? All my predict hpn rite..? Im so speechless d.. Do u know how much i love u..? how much i care for u..? Im so fucked up.. If u wan go then go.. Just promise me take care ur self..

FU YOH !!! Finally.. YES

Hahax.. After so long.. Finally she say yes.. I promise her i wont repeat the same mistake and the thing she dun like i wont go and do.. Just will listen to her.. XD.. Love come wif sacrifice.. I dun mind to sacrifice.. Becoz i reli love her.. From today onwards i promise tat i wont repeat the same mistake.. Will try my best to make her happy day by day.. C.Y.M U`re my oli.. I just belong to u.. =] <3

Stil Thinking ?

Hmmz.. Well.. Normal chat.. Normal day.. =] Yesterday nite she told me tat she stil confusing and annoying bout whether should accept me or not.. And she sense tat i reli change.. Hehex.. Anyway i feel so happy to heard tat.. Well.. So many years.. She oli the 1 who changed me in my life.. I guess she oli have tat talent.. And i told her tat.. Future thing we jus plan later on.. Now i jus hope tat i wan together wif u and pass happily day by day.. And she stil tinking whether should giv me a chance or not.. Sigh.. Hopefully yes.. And we cont our normal conversation.. Hehex.. And then she went to slp.. Hmmz.. I send her a sweet msg.. Hahax.. I tink back slowly.. I reli feel tat our love is reli a true love story and like a fairy tale.. Everything happen wif coincidence and miracle.. We been thru alot thing.. We happy together.. We angry together.. We sad together.. We cried together.. =x We having the same feel when always we facing the problem.. C.Y.M.. No matter wat hpn i stil will be thr for u 24/7.. Know why i so love u..? There is no reason.. I love u becoz is u.. Hope u will try to tink back those memory we had b4.. We been thru so many hard thing.. Til tat day u tired and i did mistake.. But now i can guarantee u tat.. Tis time is totally diff.. Just giv me a last chance.. Dun tink too much and pass a happy life wif me.. =] As i said future thing we duno.. Now hope u will accept me back bah.. Im stil waiting for u.. Anyway i jus wan treasure and appreciate every moment.. Perhaps i might die tomoro..? I duno.. But i hope everyday i got the chance to tell u my 3 lil word.. I LOVE YOU C.Y.M <3

A care

Tis morning once i woke up.. I sr8 send a msg to her and tell her tat im suffering rite now.. Having high fever and headache.. After she receive my msg.. She imediately giv me a cal.. I was so touch and my tear drop.. Tat time i reli wan to hug her as tight as possible.. How i wish if i stil have tis chance.. Sigh.. Well.. Im so glad tat she bring phone go to work and accompany me chat during break time.. Hehex.. Reli appreciate it alot although she treat me cool uh.. But i dun mind.. I likey.. XD.. Now i waiting her to giv me a answer.. Now i just wan a last chance.. Tis time i can doubt tat i wont repeat the same mistake again.. And wont do the thing she dun like.. Dear C.Y.M pls giv me a last chance.. =[ ? But no matter wat answer u giv me i stil respect ur decision.. I love you <3 =]

Tell her the truth

Finally i tell her tat i realize my mistake and im already change rite now.. But b4 i finishing tell her everything.. She stil tell me the same thing.. Im not the rite cup of tea to her.. Hehex.. But i told her to read my blog and i cont wat i wan to say.. And i tell her.. If can lets try to continue our relationship again.. Tis time i reli change.. I know how to use positive way of tinking and can satisfy wif normal thing and have a normal life.. A boy and a girl wan to be together is reli difficult.. Not tat easy as u tot.. Furthermore we have been thru so many thing.. Wat taste we also taste it b4.. But i hope tat u will give me a last chance.. If i reli not ur rite cup of tea u can change it to other tea tat suitable for u to drink.. Hehex.. Like u order a milo peng not tasty then tat time u can order another teh peng.. Stil not late to order a new 1.. Try to taste the tea tat i fill to u rite now.. Tis time i reli can make u satisfy wif me.. Belum try belum tau sekali try u will satisfy wif me.. XP.. Wish me gud luck =] Waiting the real answer.. Stay tune ~ I LOVE YOU.. <3 C.Y.M

Change

Everythin happens for a reason.. Think of what you've done and correct your mistakes by using a positive way of thinkin.. Once you've figured out your mistakes,you will realize that what you did was wrong and eventually you will change im not professional but ive tried my best.. I hope tat she will giv me a last chance.. =]