Should more open and mature

After cough till so breathless i scare suddenly if i gone rite now.. I should be more open and mature bah.. Dun her too tight.. Coz everything is base on trust.. Dear C.Y.M sry for everytime make u frustrated o.. Becoz i love u tats y i care for u so much.. I will try let u free.. I scare the thing hpn again.. I duwan to lose u anymore.. I love you =]